Lord. I have no clue why my life is spinning out of control. I feel like I have lost all control of my life. That I am in the middle of the ocean, at night, in the water, and have no clue which way is up to save my life. I read an article on Ashley Judd where she said that it wasn't until she decided her way was not working that she allowed herself to be directed by you. I can see now that my ways are not working for me. I think it is time I allowed someone else to direct my life. I hope that you would be that someone. That person that will take a sinner like me and lead me out of my private hell that I am going through. I want to see light but can not see anything in the mist of darkness that I have found myself to be in. I want you to lead me but why would you waste your time with someone like me. When do you just say that this person is just too stupid to be lead out of anything much less their own problems and troubles. Am I too far into my own ways that I am not directable. I hope not. Please give me that second, okay maybe the millionth, chance. I think I am ready this time.
Amen
Written - 3 December 2007
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